The show and 1st aid
This is so good... tomorrow we're going to Sognefjord to perform for the last time. We'll leave at 12.45 and come back at 01.00. We had our last run though EVER today, and it went great. We had so much fun, dressing up in random costumes for all the scenes, making up dances to go with all the songs and just joking around with everything. The teamspirit seems to have returned, and you could just tell how people are looking forward for this to be over.
Ah, and then the 1st aid course is coming up, I'm a group leader, and my group looks good. I've got some very cool people in it =)
I seem to be spending sooo much time on my services, but I just can't help it. I love them both.
Lilian is here visiting, and words can't describe how awesome it is. I like having her around, talking to her, joking... It's almost as good as when Ace was here (that was of course nicer in a different way ;) ) But ah... I wish to see many more poeple here for grad.
It is so hard to think, that in a few months' time, we'll be saying goodbye to this place. I've already volunteered to come back for the october PBL. If they won't take me as a PBL-leader, I'll at least come back to visit. I can't imagine leaving! This has become my home, and my home with my parent... I don't think I'll be able to, mentally, to move back there. I've gotten used to governing myself, and taking care of things myself... I can't go back to being part of that household. Not that I don't like it, it's very nice, but I have changed, and grown. I almost feel grown up... how wierd is that? I mean, I still love to play, to be young. But I can imagine living in my own place, having a job, doing...all the stuf that belongs to that kind of life...
I wish for the stars to come back down and play with me, the way they used to when I was a child.
I wish to have a kitten.
I wish to stand still, in the night, and look at the northern lights.
I wish to be free.
I wish...
Ah, and then the 1st aid course is coming up, I'm a group leader, and my group looks good. I've got some very cool people in it =)
I seem to be spending sooo much time on my services, but I just can't help it. I love them both.
Lilian is here visiting, and words can't describe how awesome it is. I like having her around, talking to her, joking... It's almost as good as when Ace was here (that was of course nicer in a different way ;) ) But ah... I wish to see many more poeple here for grad.
It is so hard to think, that in a few months' time, we'll be saying goodbye to this place. I've already volunteered to come back for the october PBL. If they won't take me as a PBL-leader, I'll at least come back to visit. I can't imagine leaving! This has become my home, and my home with my parent... I don't think I'll be able to, mentally, to move back there. I've gotten used to governing myself, and taking care of things myself... I can't go back to being part of that household. Not that I don't like it, it's very nice, but I have changed, and grown. I almost feel grown up... how wierd is that? I mean, I still love to play, to be young. But I can imagine living in my own place, having a job, doing...all the stuf that belongs to that kind of life...
I wish for the stars to come back down and play with me, the way they used to when I was a child.
I wish to have a kitten.
I wish to stand still, in the night, and look at the northern lights.
I wish to be free.
I wish...
posted by Gerbrith at 9:03 PM
4 Comments:
I wish i could come back there as well..But it looks like it s not gonna happen..Plus, i m even scared to return back,to get all those memories back,knowing that it s just gonna be a temporary thing..
After you graduate,for a long while you ll keep thinking of Flekke..But then you ll just make yourself believe that you have to get used to your life outside Flekke as well, no matter how hard it is..
And, First Aid is one of the nicest week;)It will be so much fun..I think you still remember last year..I was a group leader as well,and it s nice as your students come,thank you, and then get picked up for first aid team;)you feel proud of yourself..
And say hi to Lilian from me;)
Say hi to lilian from me too...
it's good that you are starting to look around and think about may- many ppl were too busy thinking about the day-to-day survival and missed that. I really hope those weeks left are unforgettable for you... no matter what happens in norway, no matter how much it might suck at times, for me at least it was the best time of my life...
katerina
Same here k.
I agree. I can't imagine leaving this place. And I feel similarly about the whole growing-up-plus-being-mature thing as well...
let's hope we will survive..
but it's gonna hurt anyways..
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