Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Goofing around...

I am simply chillin' these days... I somehow manage to push all the annoying things into the background and chill like crazy... I have a feeling that this state is going to end very soon. Soon the IB-monster is going to jump out of the bushes and start munching on my ass... By then I will worry. Now I will chill out.
I feel so appreciated lately. I really feel like I have found somewhere I belong, and it is terrifying that it ends in less than two months. For ages and ages I have wanted to get out of here. Leave, move on, but now that the end is approaching I wish it could last forever...
I have been spending my days playing urbandead, kingdom of loathing and reading webcomics. Then I usualy have a meeting or rehearsal of some sort, and then we chill around the pipe for a while. My days are a continuous flow, yet each is so different from the previous. I feel very lucky to have the friends I do, and I feel safer and safer around them. Nat is coming home with me in eleven days or so, Tonje is a gem, Lisa is a sweetheart, Vasco is my teddybear and Polina is wonderful. I just feel all filled up with safety for the first time in my life. Lucky me!
Ok... So why do I have a picture of Bivrøst on my blog? Because I love her! This is a source and cause of happiness in my life, and also something that all my friends can relate to.
She is also the first property that Ace and I own together, so it's kind of like our baby... a very smokable, relaxing kind off baby... quiet too =)




To move on... I've decided that I'm going to start working soon, but at the moment I'm just too apathetic. Tomorrow I have the first two blocks free, and then Danish, Spanish and E-systems. Can it be anymore relaxing?
After school I am planning to have afirebreathing session, so that's nice.
Oh! My IP is going forwards! We are getting better and better, and on friday the spinners are going to the Island for the first time! *squee* On the downside, I haven't picked my PPA play yet, and the RC needs revising. Also the Portfolio looks at me with evil hungry eyes... In general, my biggest cause for worry right now is Theatre. It's so timeconsuming, and I feel like my time is being stretched already. I guess all I need to do is get of my arse and do it!...Mañana amigo.. mañana...
I took pictures for my yearbook corner the other day, it's done, so I just need to go to Thomas and give it to him. This picture is also for that----------------->
In addition to these two (the waterpipe and the "candleholder") I have a couple of pictures of me, as I have looked at different times throughout my two years here, and some other nice stuff. I'll maybe post it here if poeple wanna see...

It hink this'll be almost all for this time folks. You have to admit that it is a relatively long post considering that I am the one writing it. Now I'm off to read "the Rhinoceros" one of the plays for the PPA (exam).

Friday, March 10, 2006

Been a while...

So here's a short post for you guys... Sorry I haven't been around much lately.

I am surprized at the amount of people who tried out my quiz, and the scores are pretty good (I guess the questions are pretty easy)

I've been busy doing loads of nothing it seems... can't seem to get things done...
Gonna drink and game tonight.. .gonna do first aid, buy alcohol and drink and smoke waterpipe on saturday, prolly gonna drink (if there are leftovers) on sunday... then another week... we only have 25 schooldays left. it's beginning to dawn on me that I am not staying here forever. It feels good and terrifying at the same time. 25 schooldays equals three cycles and a day and aproximately 5 weeks... All together? we have 75 days left. Then done. Gone. Finished.... Forgotten?

And then there's summer... and then Iceland. Living a grown up life. Paying bills. Going to work. Studying the things I want to learn... Growing up?

I am scared and exited... I want to live, but I am afraid of growing up. I want to stay me, not become some sort of drone-clone of the society.

Anyways... gotta run! Dinner time!